if people can be so happy at the worst of times then so can i.

if i could just stop being so insecure about you that would change my life completely.

im really happy today, i think this is going to be the happiest, and most fulfilling christmas i have had in so many years. i love you so very much, and i cant wait to wake up and open our presents together.


moving into my moms house will probably be not too bad, im kind of looking forward to it. i think its just what we need to get things started. im feeling better about things more and more ever day.

i told myself i have to change because my fears are stuck to my feet and there dragging me down.if i dont brush them off im going to be neck deep in misery. so if im going to let you actually have a piece of me, dont hurt me baby. ive been waiting a long time to be happy again.